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Life After Cancer: The Fascination Continues.

Overwhelming silence has kept me from speaking to y’all. My healing has become quite personal. Yet everything I have experienced, it resonates with all of you. Challenges of being Human has become foreign in our lifestyle. We strive to advance, yet our foundation is compromised.

I have no complete thoughts for you, except everything that you see, hear, touch and are experiencing is exactly how I have imagined it. Not in minute details but in the grand scheme of things, it is happening before my eyes. Most of the pain and suffering (aka learning curve) is happening and redemption is near. I know there are others who feel exactly how I do.

With this information at hand, I want to challenge you for the next 26-30 days (Official start date is Dec. 31st) to help uplift Humanity. I have a mantra that I use daily and when I feel ‘troubled.’ It’s as follows:

Light, Light, come to me.
Come to me and Shine through me.

In less than a month of doing this, I have felt an overwhelming sense of peace & calm I have not felt in ages. Put your skepticism on the shelf and do this. Please share and comment to participate.  Your feedback throughout this challenge is much appreciated.

It’s said an individual can make a difference; Let’s make it happen.

Blessed Be, y’all


Perhaps this is what happens when one starts being reclusive while trying to be present; Less words, more action. My thoughts have consumed me while the moments of Life keeps me a busy body. You cannot TiVo life nor would you want to accidentally get stuck in a perpetual loop.

Simply put, the past quarter has been assimilating back into my role in this family. It’s challenging and above all, Love & Patience boundaries’ are tested. Since the transplant, the elation of ‘being cured’ was replaced by an immense sadness, loneliness, detachment and a suffocating need to ask the Why’s. I felt I was my young & naive self wandering in an artificial world. Those months were the most painful ‘suffering’ I have felt. To mask this alongside the Present was overwhelming.

Alas, fast forward a few months ago, I no longer feel as if I’m amongst the ‘walking dead.’ The flood of emotions can still overwhelm but a sense of calm & strength is seeping in slowly to guide me through. As I have been reminded too many times to count in this lifetime, my well being is no longer neglected.

Lucky for whomever–myself, family, friends, strangers and whatnot–my passion is still on fire. Please, do not be an obstacle on this mission. Thank you kindly in advance. 😛

Peace, Love & Hair Grease. 😉