I’m very late in updating. However, the following words should give you an idea of what’s been happening the past 1 1/2 years:

shock
despair
frustration
more chemo
hospital stays
Skype’s with family
dazed and confuse
reclusive
living on medicines
steady
Monk, I was
City of Hope
more chemo & radiation
stem cell transplant
New Normal
recovery
relocate
lost
double life
frustration
old
pain
despair
at peace
at war
constant
grounded
here
Be

Cryptic, as always. Unabridged in time. Thanks for listening.